The music of my soul...: Nicole
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14 April 2006

Nicole

I believe that God has called me into the field of Nursing. It is a choice that I have made in obedience to an inward nudging of God's will for my life. This is to be my ministry- this is where I am to be a light to the world.
Yet, I struggle sometimes, even being here on this ungodly campus. Where do I fit in? Where does He want to use me? Sometimes I feel guilty because I am not more bold. Yet today, God is beginning to show me. It's trough relationships.
I have a lab partner; her name is Nicole.
We seem to get along quite well, and she's a sweet girl.
Three weeks ago, she found out she is pregnant. She's been having a horrible time with her classes, so I've been helping her keep up by giving her my notes. She can't concentrate in class.
Well today she told me that her boyfriend is pressuring her to have an abortion. But every day when I ask her how she's doing, she says, "A little worse." I can tell she is really struggling with this decision.
For some reason, God has placed me in her life for this season. For some reason, God placed me as a counselor at the Crisis Pregnancy Center at another season of my life through college.
For some reason, God has given me a great burden for Nicole.
For some reason, God has given me a Holy boldness to speak with her through our emails.
Please pray for Nicole, and pray that God will give me wisdom to not be "pushy" or come across as crazy, but help me to just speak truth and wisdom into her life.
This is why I am here...to bring Jesus to hurting women. This is what the Lord has called me to. It's all starting to make more and more sense.

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